I must admit I’m a little gun shy at times. Especially if it’s a strain that doesn’t tolerate the stress. I have a buddy that whenever he’s here he reaches in a starts bending shit.
He knows I don’t mind because I was probably dragging my feet doing it anyways. If it was ANYONE else doin that to my shit we gotta big fucking problem
. But I trust the dude and I know he just likes doing it and giving my shit. Like I do him. Speaking of which I really miss that dude. Kinda had a falling out over our kids but life goes on. He’s still my guy regardless wether we speak or not. Pardon my listless rambling
It's all good.
I had a grow buddy from when I used to be on the street living the dream, lol. Been thru some various stages of hell together, we had a falling out over stupid shit, but the truth is fucker doesn't meet me half way, it's always me helping him..that and general sharing/ownership issues.. fucking sucks.
--Curb rant man curb rant--(talking to myself here.)
Anyways, I know about having the rare person I would trust with my plants. And the falling out can suck. I really enjoyed bullshiting and making hash with him. However he'd never come to help my plants, however I would help him a shit ton.. anyways..
Heavy sigh...
So yah, trust- it's hard. Long term relations equally, mixed with kids and spouses- bwah haha, the complexities... Oh my..
Onwards.
Yah, I'm still needing to prune these on the floor today. Been putting it off.
Some of these girls are making me worried. Like this girl, I mean, wondering if I fuckered up by feeding increasing ppm, even if it was low shifts, I know it can make them unhappy... Or if I just didn't sit them well enuf into their 20 gal of media...
Erggg... Fuck, cause part of it look like crowning I'd get while running hydro(if I didn't keep increasing ppm/EC), however it's all tacoed also, and shrieky located at the top, mixed with signs of it if anything being too hot of media.
Or maybe it's the newly introduced stressor of the HPS.( I have been leading towards it being the light addition.) I had the hps side light at 75%, today I'm keeping it down at 50.
I fed recharge and aloe today. Regardless I got a schedule to keep and other girls who don't show such concerning signs as this one, so she may just lose cause I was taught to treat the area as uniformly as possible and I do my best to stick with it.