Today was supposed to be transplant day for all the clones at the parents house but I took another direction. I put exactly 100 clones in the trash. I saved one of each and put them outside. My pops said he wanted them for some reason, idk why. They won't do shit now. Had no one to give them to either. Don't really know anyone that grows indoors anymore. I was kinda glad tho cause I'm done with all the bs now. I'm just gonna focus on my own shit at my place. I'll still dry my weed there but that's it.
The clones all looked like fucking garbage. A bunch of yellow tops and mag starved leaves. It's been prob like 3 years and this dude just refuses to give anything but minimal effort. Wont EVER call/text me to say something looks off or he has a question. Doesn't care to learn why things happen the way they do. Just lets shit ride till I fix it. Well, I'm fucking done playing these games. Instead of spending more money and time, I just closed down shop and said fuck it. He wasn't too happy about it today but I didn't care. Its a lil late to start giving a shit for me.
He would never help me do shit either. Id ask the smallest of things just to help save me a few mins but he'd never do it. Like today I asked him to pull out the tubs and give them a rinse in the backyard. Real easy. Couldn't even do that and that kinda stuff happened constantly. Trying to run 2 grows in 2 locations by myself, work full time, and continue bodybuilding is just too much especially when the person that supposed to be helping me doesn't actually care to help.
He loves smoking weed too which just makes it even more confusing. If he doesn't have 100% control of the situation and its not outdoors, he just doesn't give a fuck. He would spend hours on his own plants years ago. Every single day. Pretty much obsessed over the plants. Had to have the weed. He mentioned setting up a grow in the shed outside now and I'm like wtf is the difference? After Im defeated he wants to try again? I told him to go ahead but I'm not interested anymore. He just made me realize what I already knew. I was just hoping he would eventually come around to learning tho. I can't grow with anyone else if I want shit done right.