Heathenraider
Heathen Basterd
I gotta Bilas , " I gotta get to work"
#Heisenbeans Genetics
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I ride the coaster every damn day. I see the beauty in life but I also am reminded...daily...often multiple times... that there are two..VERY opposing sides to life. You don't get one without the other...they play off each other endlessly. The tough part is that with the things we cannot "fix"...the clouds will never fully clear from view. I don't care what anyone says about that. Some things will stick with you...and should...even the toughest shit. If you can lose those feelings...you ain't fuckin human.
All of it offers differing perspectives though....and hard as they are to accept or even think about...i can tell you with no qualms that i can take shit or leave it now like never before cus I see through it...or I see it all in 360/a full circle vision. No sugar coatin the turd here...it's still a damn turd....and it stinks.
but i ain't alone....nope. Blows me away when you step into the ring...say with losing kids...to find so many others riding the ride alondside you. Folks you never knew had lost.
Changed me. now when you cut me off at the Stop sign I'll sit there for a second and think "I wonder what horrible thing happened to that guy to wipe his mind so very badly he didn't even stop/etc"....
Before I woulda flipped you off...yelled FUCK YOU ASSHOLE out the window,....and maybe even followed you to your destination for a little talk....
P-E-R-S-P-E-C-T-I-V-E....... yup.
All of it offers differing perspectives though....and hard as they are to accept or even think about...i can tell you with no qualms that i can take shit or leave it now like never before cus I see through it...or I see it all in 360/a full circle vision. No sugar coatin the turd here...it's still a damn turd....and it stinks.
but i ain't alone....nope. Blows me away when you step into the ring...say with losing kids...to find so many others riding the ride alondside you. Folks you never knew had lost.
Changed me. now when you cut me off at the Stop sign I'll sit there for a second and think "I wonder what horrible thing happened to that guy to wipe his mind so very badly he didn't even stop/etc"....
Before I woulda flipped you off...yelled FUCK YOU ASSHOLE out the window,....and maybe even followed you to your destination for a little talk....
P-E-R-S-P-E-C-T-I-V-E....... yup.
Heathenraider
Heathen Basterd
I work with dogs because most people I would rather bury an axe in thier head, all the dogs want fed in the morning when I come in, one is growling showing threatening ways, one is frantic barking like I only have one meal to give out , the last sits quiet, patient wagging it's tail and looking at Me with trust, I always feed that dog first.
pleasecheese
Really Active Member
how was I self righteous. Ive contributed here with helpful information. Yeah I am trying to get testers soo what. I doubt you are Italian just cause you eat pizza. I was actually born there.
410_Farms
Really Active Member
Same as Chronic - some are quick, 2 days or so, some take up to 4. Funny thing is I've put the baggy in my seedling/clone area where its nice and warm and the results weren't as good. My snoring must make them grow.
yougrowyourway
illgrowmyway
Wisdom right there. I really admire and respect most of you. Thanks to everyone who has been there for me in whatever way on this new chapter of my life.
Heathenraider
Heathen Basterd
Let it fucking die , the site will be up when it's up and You will get beans if and when H decides like the rest of us, continuing an argument that will bear no fruit is well , fruitless
pleasecheese
Really Active Member
you are absolutely right I apologize. Its just that, first he called me a cunt, then a Hick, then the other guy says im not Italian. wtf. I didn't do anything to warrant that harassment
yougrowyourway
illgrowmyway
I'm still loss as to what you being italian had to do with anything. But welcome. Sit back and enjoy the show.
hhibrownsbacker
Super Active Member
I wouldn't worry about being called a cunt and a hick, I get called worse than that everyday. At least I'm doing something right.
yougrowyourway
illgrowmyway
It's like we've been talking about, letting the bullshit go and not allowing someone to affect how you feel. Only you control how you feel. Never let someone change you even for a second.
quiescent
Super Active Member
Cool story bro. Re-read everything you typed and tell me you think you're not a cunt looking for a hand out. It's been said a few times by heisen over the last few pages that the site is out of his hands and would be fixed when it's fixed.
I don't give a fuck where you were born. The facts are you're a self righteous cunt asking when you'll have the opportunity to start begging for free shit after its already been answered. You got told it's already been posted and went on about how you've got a right to post whatever you please. Here's me doing the same.
Self righteous - having or characterized by a certainty, especially an unfounded one, that one is totally correct or morally superior
Cunt - you
Begging for free shit - what you're complaining about not having the ability to do
Fuck off at rollitup or the farm.
Heathenraider
Heathen Basterd
Well my
I could give a fuck who started what , not whe
First time I have ever seen Q get an edge on somebody . That has to tell somebody something
quiescent
Super Active Member
I have little patience for delusional individuals acting like the victim on the internet.
yougrowyourway
illgrowmyway
Don't include me in that ya heathen. I just didn't get why he said he was italian. Don't see the relevance. Q put it in perspective.
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pleasecheese
Really Active Member
LOL. The guy called me a hick. Hick/redneck. Im neither. so I told him I was Italian. Its funny because everyone thinks I just said that to be tough or something. I was just saying im not a hick
NoWaistedSpace
PICK YOUR OWN
You're not a "hick" unless you have been on Jerry Springer.
Twice! lol
Twice! lol
Heathenraider
Heathen Basterd
Well today I am packaging up some private stock to send out to guys on here just because they are good guys that never begged for a damn thing and that brings Me joy to do and it will be Me who asks for an address or already has , Guys who I know will grow them and get enjoyment from them. Then do the same for some other good guys. Way it's supposed to be.
Seems it would just be as easy to let @Heisenbeans. Reply to @pleasecheese